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Is a long story y I jealous... [".] but yah, I feel better liaos. Feeling sort of subsided .__. Thank God! ^^ But yah... I shall try to be less possessive over people who r slowly making their way in2 e special places in my heart. & try 2 luv em less =.= LOLS -.- diaos... weird logic. *Chloe starts to build up a high wall around her heart* Daddy is telling me "No, it's not lidat, Chloe." Yah, yah I noe -.- okies, I will juz try 2 only feel love. *incredulous* But then again, I'm not a saint, & I'm not Daddy, so obviously I'll struggle. Nvm, is ok. So lame lah Chloe! How can jealous over such small stuff?! =.= rubbish! x_x

What special guest? O.o who???? -.-" diaos??? o.O y muz so mysterious 1?! =.=

wah.... I'm SO TIRED T.T (I realise 80% of e tym I'm tired 1-.-) But I nvr do work 4 e past few days.

I realise hor...

My priorities in life are as such:
1) friends
Always chuck whatever are on my hands(be it homework that is lyk... due tmr & u noe u dun haf tym 2 do 2dae) & listen to what they haf 2 say. Btw, I do realise every1 treats me a walking ear. They want listening ear all flock to CHLOE! I think I will start charging people $1 per minute. WOW. then I will earn $$$ lyk mad -.- LOLS rubbish lahs =.= of coz not lahs, I lyk helping ppl. But I doubt I gif gd advice so they've totally cum 2 e wrong person! *faints*

2) sleeping
When that feeling to sleep comes, I'll juz gif in 2 it. Although I REALLY REALLY TRY 2 struggle wif it! T.T I can be reading Daddy's Word. & that feeling sweeps me. *waves white flag* *Close Bible, talk to Daddy a bit then off to dreamland already* YAH TERRIBLE! -.-

3) talking to Daddy
OH MY SKY, how can this be 3rd?!?! YES I NOE, is SUPER DUPER terrible can!!! -.- UGH! T.T eeyer!!! bad Chloe. But yah, I'm working on moving it to number 1.__. but then again, I talk to Him everywhere at e most random places. Not lyk He wun hear what... -.- so y muz pick quiet spot etc? O.o

4) Homework
UGH THIS IS LAST?!?!

Yah -.- I noe... Is terrible!!! T.T

I feel so bad UGH. & I am so terrible at evangelising I can actually kena influenced by the cynicalism of my fren tat when I was toking 2 her, I was quite -.- & duno how 2 answer alot of e stuff she raised. I found myself agreeing at tyms=.= Oh my sky plz! Y lidat 1?! Chloe, u really really nid 2 grow 1st, coz currently, u r super terrible at evang-ing.

T.T SAD

okies I m tired. shall go catch forty winks. I dun tink I reali lyk my new found role of walking ear. But I guess in a way when ppl r sad, it's easier 4 me 2 try 2 evang. xD coz e avenue is dere. U can juz start already. I think Siti is so hard 2 convince!! (I think is coz she takes KI) She questions a lot, & she used 2 be able to feel Daddy! -.- Tink she juz drifted away? Coz she stopped believing.=.= HAIX. hard plz T.T

Sijie's bdae is on sat! I'm so excited! I LURVE MY DAUGHTER SO MUCH! If I din meet her I wud haf rotted my jc life away. LOLS, she's 1 of e reasons I went 2 sch even during my emo period. (when I din haf Daddy) So I relied so much on her 2 cheer me up. My happiness fruit daughter+ friend. LOLS

story time!
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The Color Of Friendship
Once upon a time the colors of the world started to quarrel. All claimed that they were the best. The most important. The most useful. The favorite. Green said:"Clearly I am the most important. I am the sign of life and of hope. I was chosen for grass, trees and leaves. Without me, all animals would die. Look over the countryside and you will see that I am in the majority." Blue interrupted:"You only think about the earth, but consider the sky and the sea. It is the water that is the basis of life and drawn up by the clouds from the deep sea. The sky gives space and peace and serenity. Without my peace, you would all be nothing." Yellow chuckled:"You are all so serious. I bring laughter, gaiety, and warmth into the world. The sun is yellow, the moon is yellow, the stars are yellow. Every time you look at a sunflower, the whole world starts to smile. Without me there would be no fun."

Orange started next to blow her trumpet:"I am the color of health and strength. I may be scarce, but I am precious for I serve the needs of human life. I carry the most important vitamins. Think of carrots, pumpkins, oranges, mangoes, and papayas. I don't hang around all the time, but when I fill the sky at sunrise or sunset, my beauty is so striking that no one gives another thought to any of you." Red could stand it no longer he shouted out:"I am the ruler of all of you. I am blood - life's blood! I am the color of danger and of bravery. I am willing to fight for a cause. I bring fire into the blood. Without me, the earth would be as empty as the moon. I am the color of passion and of love, the red rose, the poinsettia and the poppy." Purple rose up to his full height:He was very tall and spoke with great pomp: "I am the color of royalty and power. Kings, chiefs, and bishops have always chosen me for I am the sign of authority and wisdom. People do not question me! They listen and obey."

Indigo spoke, more quietly than others, but with determination:"Think of me. I am the color of silence. You hardly notice me, but without me you all become superficial. I represent thought and reflection, twilight and deep water. You need me for balance and contrast, for prayer and inner peace." And so the colors went on boasting, each convinced of his or her own superiority. Their quarreling became louder and louder.

Suddenly there was a startling flash of bright lightening thunder rolled and boomed. Rain started to pour down relentlessly. The colors crouched down in fear, drawing close to one another for comfort. In the midst of the clamor, God began to speak:"You foolish colors, fighting amongst yourselves, each trying to dominate the rest. Don't you know that you were each made for a special purpose, unique and different? Join hands with one another and come to me." Doing as they were told, the colors united and joined hands. God continued:"From now on, when it rains, each of you will stretch across the sky in a great bow of color as a reminder that you can all live in peace. The Rainbow is a sign of hope for tomorrow." And so, whenever a good rain washes the world, and a Rainbow appears in the sky, let us remember to appreciate one another.

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hurray 4 Friendship^^ hurray 4 luv!

cya 4 shepherding tmr, Sheppie!

Luv, a tired & sian Sheepie x_x

11:23 PM;
to love You from the inside out

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